You don’t know what your life is going to look like when you are in the middle of it.  You know the saying “Don’t quit five minutes before the miracle”.  I was thinking about what that even means.  I couldn’t have possible known ten years ago that what I was struggling with would somehow put me where I am now. Or that even 11 months ago, the hardest time of being a mama: sleep deprived, worried and just worn thin thinking I didn’t know how to face another night and not knowing how to do anything differently; would lead me to a now and a way to be of service to other exhausted, beat down mama’s that are too hard on ourselves and trying so hard to keep our little ones safe and well.